A day before 100B Finals

Last night I slept at 9am and woke up today at 3:30pm. I feel like the whole day just passed me by. I have a final at 10:30am tomorrow and I've been studying for this test for a week and a half now. I feel like I'm prepared, but I'm a bad test taker so we'll see how this turns out. I just hope that I don't get nervous during the test and start doubting myself. That tends to happen all the time. It's so unfair that some are so lucky with tests and are good guessers and some are so bad. The world sets a general standard for all of us when we, as individuals, are completely different from each other. And this goes for many other things in life. 

I desperately need to lose weight. I gained 7-8 pounds in 8-9 months and that's so ridiculous considering that it took me a year of hard work to shed 9 pounds. My friend mentioned the GM diet to me, so I looked it up and it sounds sketchy but I want to have hope that it works. Esther really doubts the diet will work and wants to bet $50 to see if I can actually lose at least 10 pounds. She wants to plan out a strict nutritional diet for me for two months. Plus, she wants me to exercise 6 days a week. Isn't that a little too much? Too much for me to handle. Maybe 4 days a week max. 

As for my girls... They want to go on a trip to NYC during winter break. I researched prices for tickets and hotels and all other necessities and the trip is estimated to cost about $1200-1300 for 10 days. That's so much money. I don't know where I'm gonna get all of that. It's especially hard for me because I don't work. That means that I'll have to save up my allowance, but it's not steady allowance. I get random allowances and they're usually $20-40 dollars each time. So if I estimate, on average, $30 a week, It'll take me 40 weeks to save up $1,200. This is gonna be so hard. That means I can't spend on ANYTHING for 40 weeks, plus my allowance is not regular. There's no way I'm saving up that much by December. I just hope planning this trip isn't too hard. It's always challenging with more people going on the trip.

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